Inspiration.......

I'm sorry I have not been on in soo long. I have been dealing with Garrett being gone and then he got to come home for 4 days. Well once again I dropped him off at base thursday morning to leave me and our little dumpling for a whole 23 days. He is due to be home on the 4th of September, but leaves shortly after for 8 long weeks of water training in San Diego. At least on that training I can go down and see him on the weekends! We hope.

I spent all day yesterday crying and moping around the house wishing I had something to do. So today I got the energy to get out of the house and do routine shopping for payday. Plus I needed some things for my trip to Utah. Of course it was not easy knowing that once I got home and Shaina and Hannah left I would be there all alone with my thoughts and sleeping baby.

While out shopping today Hannah and I discovered this Christian bookstore that had a few books worth buying to help me through all of the pain of Garrett leaving for so often and as long as his training have been. So I decided to buy a few books (yes dear mommy in love I bought one for you as well). I am going to keep checking in and seeing everything that they have that I can read to help me keep going, so there is my inspiration for the year!

I have officially started redecorating Addi's bedroom. I'm keeping it on the cheap side, so it's been little wall stickers I've found at the dollar store and such things. I am going to start getting shelves to go in each of our rooms! Before I know it this place will be full and I will be wishing I was in a bigger place to keep me busy longer! Well I need to get some sleep so Goodnight all!